HAVE YOU SEEN MY DAD?

mysailorheart:

Song’s called But I Can’t, it’s about walking to the store every night. Recorded in my closet, going on the split with Kyle… What is your opinion. 

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Some days you miss me, most days you don’t. I ask if you’ll touch me but I know you won’t. I’m trying to remember, but my memory’s no good, are we still in love? I find myself walking, always with my head down, thinking about the last time I was wanted around. I’m trying to remember, but my memories no good, why am I alive? I’m looking for answers and I’m looking for death, but I’m thinking the latter would be “for the best.” I’m trying to remember, but I cannot think, everything’s weighing on me. I can’t separate the lines between “our life” and mine, can’t come to terms with leaving everything behind. I’ve tried, but I can’t.